One
question I often ask myself, and I'm sure many Christians ask themselves the
same thing (even if they don't admit it) is 'Is there any point to prayer?'
I know many
people who seem to have the kind of faith that can move mountains. They pray
and they believe that God will answer their prayers. I can't pray like that.
Maybe I just need more faith. However, it's hard to believe in prayers that
move mountains when I've seen so many mountains unmoved.
I have
friends who are believing God for things and who constantly pray for those
things with faith - and yet those things haven't eventuated. Recently, the
whole church was praying for someone's healing. Sadly she died. And no matter
how many times people tell me that she's gone to a better place, I still find
myself asking 'Why?' 'Why didn't God answer our prayers?' And then 'Why bother
praying at all?' While I do have friends who have strong faith that their
prayers will be answered, I've also seen the opposite where people completely
lose faith in God when he doesn't answer their prayers. To be honest, I've
sometimes come close to that myself.
I believe
there is a point to prayer. There must be. Jesus told us to do it. So while I
don't always believe in the efficacy of prayer, I never doubt its necessity.
Therefore, I pray. Even when the situation seems hopeless, even when I don't
understand exactly what prayer is meant to do, even when I think prayer is
pointless - I still pray. And I believe that any situation in which we want God
to work demands our prayer.
One of the
things we must be praying for at the moment is the environment. Not only are we
in the midst of an ecological crisis, but we are continuing on with the
practices and lifestyles that are destroying our planet. Furthermore, issues
relating to the environment, such as climate change and, in Australia, the
carbon tax are not just causing anxiety, but division and even hostility. As
Christians we must also be aware (and therefore pray for) the plight of all the
many people who are and who will be adversely affected by climate change and
environmental destruction.
So I
strongly believe this is something we need to pray about. However, my doubts
and questions about prayer in general often stop me praying with faith even as
small as a mustard seed. While Jesus told us that faith can move mountains, the
environment is so much more than one mountain - literally and figuratively. The
situation seems hopeless. If prayers don't seem to change little things, how on
earth are they meant to have any influence over this very big thing? And so yet
again, I am faced with the question of 'Is there any point to praying at all?'
One thing I
do believe prayer does is change the people who are praying. Often our actions
and our attitudes help prevent the thing we are praying for. And when it comes
to the environment, we all have actions and attitudes that need changing.
Praying gives God permission to work in our lives. It also empowers us to do
what we can to achieve what we are praying for. Christians are God's hands,
feets and voices in this world. If change is going to occur, then people need
to be involved. We can't just pray that we avoid ecological crisis and that
people are saved from the negative effects of climate change. We need to do all
we can to ensure that happens. And I believe prayer empowers us to do that.
And yet
prayer has to do more than this. Because some problems are too big for the
people who are praying to solve alone. If everyone praying for the environment
was changed and empowered to take action, it still would not be enough. If any
kind of real change is to happen in our treatment of the environment, prayers
have to do more than simply change the people who are praying.
But I don't
know what and I don't know how. Maybe I'm not meant to know. Jesus didn't tell
us to figure out how prayer works. He just told us to pray. And when you start
trying to 'figure out' prayer it becomes a method of getting what you want,
rather than a relationship and a way of participating in the work God is
already doing.
While
there's lots of things in this world that I can 'figure out', prayer isn't one
of them. I can't pull it apart and see how it all connects together. There are
hundreds of books I can read on prayer, but none of them will give the kind of
account of prayer that you might find in a say a manual on a car. I send my
prayers up to heaven, unsure if they're heard or whether they accomplish
anything. Ultimately, prayer means doing something that I don't understand.
It's about having enough faith to pray anyway.
Furthermore,
when we try to work out how to get our prayers answered, the focus is on
getting God to do what we want. Then when God doesn't do what we want, we think
our prayers haven't been answered. But maybe prayer should rather be about
letting God into the situation. God is God. He knows the best thing to do, far
more than we do. Maybe the best thing is to simply invite him in and let God
take over. And when it comes to the environment, I don't really see we have any
other choice. For I certainly can't work out what God should do. I can see lots
of problems but very few solutions. If I'm praying for particular things to
happen, I may well be limiting God. He has a much bigger picture of what can be
done than I do.
It's not
our job to give God a detailed action plan of the steps we think he should
take. And it's not our job to work out exactly what prayer does and how we can
get our prayers answered. Our job is to simply pray.
I don't
know if I have the kind of faith that can move mountains. But I will keep
praying for mountains - and trees and seas and animals and plants and all the
many wonderful things that make up God's creation. And I have enough faith to
believe that God will take my doubt-filled prayers and do something with them.
Maybe that's the type of faith that's as small as a mustard seed. But God can
do marvellous things with mountains when all you have is mustard-seed-sized
faith.
If you are interested in praying for the environment, you
might want to take a look at Hope for Creation. On 6 November, Christians all
around the world will be praying for climate change. For more information about
Hope for Creation in Australia,
go to http://hopeforcreation.org.
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Thanks - an honest and encouraging piece.
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